The Secret in My Palm

Honestly I will be alright

Still kneeling on the floor and pray for my soul

This colour that I'm hiding had not left my palm

But I felt as if it stuck in me again and again

I was trying to destroy it bit by bit

Destroy the small, soft and vulnerable

Then, suddenly I stop

It was not as if it was sweet
It is only the pain left inside

In a way I wish I could say 'I am sorry'

I wish I would turn back and tell you 'I am grateful'

The truth is I can't and I don't know how

There is no turning back in this life

I know I have told you how much 'I love you'

And I remember how you said 'I hate you'

This is untruthful to say that these things did not hurt

It flashed through my mind how awful it would be

To shrug it off as something which was unimportant

I got something to show you

My palm...the secret is still there

Team Building @ Borneo RainForest

Hi peeps! we meet again.  Ermm...tis is my 2nd posting for April.  April seems to be so quick, there are so many things happen, I won't say it's a 'bad' month but it jus a 'weak' month...sound gud huh?  Last week, we had a Team Building Program @ Rainforest Resort, Miri.  It was soo tired where we thrown all our energy away, where we know each other very 'well'...hehehe...So peeps, I got some few shots to be 'enjoyed' and remembered....

This is the new main gate...my 1st time!!!

One of our activities, "You learn, think and work it in team'

A 'cute' shot from me & Mary...hehehe...'fish mouth'

Even it is tiring...but we still can smile =)

Ouchhh....wats wrong with me...like the wind blowing so 'dushhh'

We are Frenzy till end...n we are happy being FRIEND

This is half of our team....Team #3 and we're waiting for the bus

Team Building Power Programme 2010

Rest in Peace for Elizabeth James

Last week I was hit to receive news from Kuching that my late aunt Alice is admitted at Kuching GH (ICU), we are planning to go to Kuching after we received the news but the next day itself, we received a call all the way from Kuching that telling us 'she's gone'.  The condition is very2 seriously weak.

She will be always remember by us as a great loving aunty.  On April 1st...it was a very sad day for whole of the families as finally we have to say 'Goodbye' to her and till now we still cannot believe that she's gone and we continue to grieve in our prayer.

I wish my very deep sympahies to my aunt Anne, Usuhau, Uncle Steward and my cousins...PB, Aaron & Boboy (whos saw her suffering at home till the end).  My sister KT, aunt Betty & Eda, uncle Lai, Benneth & Aloy (whos I know will miss her soo much), and then this come dearly to my grandma (whos lost her 3rd daughter).  As always what we pray for her soul to Rest in Peace

Always in Loving Memory

Elizabeth James

Born:  10 November 1957

Departed:  01 April 2010

And today, as we all think is the laughter, smile and most of all the memories of her and how we wanted so bad to be able to buy something to give her, something to bring her joy when she recover from the pain she went thru.  We sat in our life and I believe we had the obvious realization that there is nothing we could get her, as she is gone and then we realized all we could bring her is our love as we have been doing as much as we could every moment.  We have to know our love and support has helped, and we will continue to bring it in or out in our daily life.  Love and patient really hit us as bad as we can see, coz only these two things we take with us when we die...