Monday, January 25, 2010

This is How Life Suppose to be

Hi peeps!! Now it's 12.33 midnite (morning?). A moment ago, I was thinking what shud I 'jot' down in here? hrmmm....there's nothing in my mind lately, seems life is getting better and same goes with my feeling. hehehe...busy buzzling with my Farmville & CafeWorld..my fav. 'stuff' in facebook!!! Well, I am happy and it's good to feel the life back...yep...I am hoping and wishing and hoping and wishing everything is jus good...

Few years back, I hurt myself when I fell, didn't I? I'm trying to pretend, but it won't work. Where did I injure myself? I tell you....inside, in the heart, it was bleeding...I wipe it away...the scar is still there but the feeling is gone...and I'm fine...Thank you

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is amaze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go. I can't do it alone (I've tried) and I don't know why?

Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop 'cuz it's too much. Yeah, it's a lot to be something I'm not...

I'm a fool out of love 'cuz I just can't get enough. I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is amaze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go. I can't do it alone (I've tried) and I don't know why?

I'm just a 'little girl' lost in in the moment. I'm so scared but don't show it. I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down. I know, I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show. The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight. The people follow the sign and synchronize in time. It's a joke. Nobody knows they've got a ticket to that show.

Just enjoy the show

Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop 'cuz it's too much. Yeah, it's a lot to be something I'm not...



hehehe.....I like this song so much from Lenka. Nice song yep....'The Show'

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Peace & Love No Harms

This photos was taken on Saturday afternoon, 02.01.10 @ Esplanade Miri. We spent our time so much wonderfully without thinking bout annoying things that happen around us...our life is not perfect but it just perfect in our own way, that is how mostly I feel 'bout my life...it's not that complete but it still good, when I'm hurt...it just hurt a 'little bit' (but inside..the impact is as big as volcano) and to recover myself I just need to understand the reason 'Why'... and I don't blame anyone, why should I blame you or me...coz my life and your life seems to turn to the way that we want at the first place so at the end of the day...we just have to keep our mouth shut and get our own life as normal as we can...simple in word but hard to do...yeah!! I know but 'No Regrets'...the word shows you more than you can say...


Peace to all.

Those who love deeply never grow old; they may die of old age, but they die young.
- Sir Arthur Wing Pinero

Become each other's best friend

To love is to admire with the heart; to admire is to love with the mind.
- Theophile Gantier

Life is slippery. We all need a loving hand to hold on to.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Tribute to Mother Teresa 1910 - 1997

Let us forget what happen around us, I want us to be showered with inspiration of:


Mother Teresa

Agnes Gonxha Bojaxhiu, born in Yugoslavia on August 27, 1910. She attended a Roman Catholic elementary school when she decided that her vocation would be to help the poor. At 18 she joined Irish nuns, after training in Dublin for a few months, she went to India and in 1928 she took her initial vows as a nun.

From 1929 - 1948, she became a teacher at St. Mary's High School in Calcutta. In 1946, she got permission from her superiors to leave the school and help the poor in Calcutta. She started an open air school for homeless children without any funds but voluntary helpers soon joined her and she received financial support. October 7, 1950 she received permission to start her own "Missionaries of Charity" which cared and loved the people who nobody else cared for.

For all the work that Mother Teresa has done, she received the following awards: In 1971, Pope John XXIII, 1972 The Nehur Prize for International Peace and Understanding, 1979 The Balzan Prize for Promotion of Peace and Brotherhood in Nations.


In her own words


"Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person."

Mother Teresa taught us by her sample what it really means to 'live' the Gospel.

"I think today the world is upside down, and is suffering so much because there is so very little love in the home, and in family life. We have no time for our children, we have no time for each other, there is no time to enjoy each other."

"Love begins at home; love lives in homes, and that is why there is so much suffering and so much unhappiness in the world today ... Everybody today seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for greater developments and greater riches and so on, so that children have very little time for their parents. Parents have very little time for each other, and in the home begins the disruption of the peace of the world."

On Serving God


"Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies."

"Each 0ne of them is Jesus in disguise."

"I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world."

"I do not pray for success, I ask for faithfulness."

'I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much."

"Many people mistake our work for our vocation. Our vocation is the love of Jesus."

"Sweetest Lord, make me appreciative of the dignity of my high vocation, and its many responsibilities. Never permit me to disgrace it by giving way to coldness, unkindness, or impatience."

"There should be less talk; a preaching point is not a meeting point. What do you do then? Take a broom and clean someone's house. That says enough."

"In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love."

On Her Life's Work


"We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop."

"The other day I dreamed that I was at the gates of heaven. And St. Peter said, 'Go back to Earth. There are no slums up here."
- Quoted as telling Prince Michael of Greece in 1996.

"The miracle is not that we do this work, but that we are happy to do it."


On War


"I have never been in a war before, but I have seen famine and death. I was asking (myself), 'What do they feel when they do this?' I don't understand it. They are all children of God. Why do they do it? I don't understand."
- Beirut 1982, during fighting between the Israeli army and Palestinian guerrillas.

"Please choose the way of peace ... In the short term there may be winners and losers in this war that we all dread. But that never can, nor never will justify the suffering, pain and loss of life your weapons will cause."
- Letter to U.S. President George Bush and Iraqi President Saddam Hussein, January 1991.


On Love


"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."

"I try to give to the poor people for love what the rich could get for money. No, I wouldn't tough a leper for a thousand pounds; yet I willingly cure him for the love of God."

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

"I am not sure exactly what heaven will be like, but I do know that when we die and it comes time for god to judge us, he will NOT ask, How many good things have you done in your life?, rather he will ask, How much LOVE did you put into what you did?'

"Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody, I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat."

"Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired."

Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.

Good works are links that form a chain of love.

On Abortion


Abortion "is murder in the womb ... A child is a gift of God. If you do not want him, give him to me."

"The greatest destroyer of peace is abortion because if a mother can kill her own child, what is left for me to kill you and you to kill me? There is nothing between.

"It is a poverty to decide that a child must die so that you may live as you wish."


On Poverty


"I see God in every human being. When I wash the leper's wounds, I feel I am nursing the Lord himself. It is not a beautiful experience?"
- 1974 interview.

"When I see waste here, I feel angry on the inside. I don't approve of myself getting angry. But it's something you can't help after seeing Ethiopia."
- Washington 1984

"The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved."

"The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis, but rather feeling of being unwanted."

"There is more hunger in the world for love and appreciation than for bread."

"We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty."

"Words which do not give the light of Christ increase the darkness."

"Let us not be satisfied with just giving money. Money is not enough, money can be got, but they need your hearts to love them. So, spread your love everywhere you go."

"We need to find God, and He cannot be found in noise and restlessness. God is the friend of silence. See how nature - trees, flowers, grass grows in silence, see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence ... We need silence to be able to touch souls."

"At the end of our lives, we will not be judged by how many diplomas we have received, how much money we have made or how many great things we have done. We will be judged by 'I was hungry and you gave me to eat. I was naked and you clothed me. I was homeless and you took me in."

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Burnt Churches for 1Malaysia??

I am speechless and it make me wanna cry and scream as well as to see the hatred in some idiots!!! This happened yesterday in peninsular Malaysia, Church is a sacred place; where we pray for peace, love, forgiveness and hope, and 'meet' our God but suddenly it been burnt down by stupid mentalism people who know nothing about respect and love. If you people don't want us to use word 'Allah', just do it in peaceful way but don't attack our houses of worship and let God judge us (Christian). Pictures show 1 of 3 churches attacked in 'Allah' dispute:

Metro Taber Nacre A/G Catholic Church in Desa Melawati, Hulu Klang. Attacked at 12 midnight


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Prophet Muhammad's Promise to Christians

The document is not a modern human rights treaty but even thought it was penned in 628 A.D. it clearly protects the right to property, freedom of religion, freedom of work, and security of the person, says Muqtedar Khan.

St. Catherine of Alexandria, by Duccio

Monastery of St. Catherine, Sinai

In 628 AD, a delegation from St. Catherine's Monastery came to Prophet Muhammed and requested his protection. He responded by granting them a charter of rights. St. Catherine's Monastery is located at the foot of Mt. Sinai and is the world's oldest monastery. It possesses a hug collection of Christian manuscripts, second only to the Vatican, and is a world heritage site. It also boasts the oldest collection of Christian icons. It is a treasure house of Christian history that has remained safe for 1400 years under Muslim protection.


The Promise to St. Catherine:

"This is a message from Muhammad ibn Abdullah, as a covenant to those who adopt Christianity, near and far, we are with them.

Verily I, the servants, the helpers, and my followers defend them, because Christians are my citizens; and by God! I hold out against anything that displeases them.

No compulsion is to be on them. Neither are their judges to be removed from their jobs nor their monks from their monasteries. No one is to destroy a house of their religion, to damage it, or to carry anything from it to the Muslims' houses. Should anyone take any of these, he would spoil God's covenant and disobey His Prophet. Verily, they are my allies and have my secure charter against all that they hate.

No one is to force them to travel or to oblige them to fight. The Muslims are to fight for them. If a female Christian is married to a Muslim, it is not to take place without her approval. She is not to be prevented from visiting her church to pray. Their churches are to be respected. They are neither to be prevented from repairing them nor the sacredness of their covenants.

No one of the nation (Muslims) is to disobey the covenant till the Last Day (Judgement Day)."

The first and the final sentence of the charter are critical. They make the promise eternal and universal. Muhammed asserts that Muslims are with Christians near and far straight away rejecting any future attempts to limit the promise to St. Catherine alone. By ordering Muslims to obey it until the Day of Judgement the charter again undermines any future attempts to revoke the privileges. These rights are inalienable. Muhammed declared Christians, all of them, as his allies and he equated ill treatment of Christians with violating God's covenant.

A remarkable aspect of the charter is that it imposes no conditions on Christians for enjoying its privileges. It is enough that they are Christians. They are not required to alter their beliefs, they do not have to make any payments and they do not have any obligations. This is a charter of rights witout any duties!

The document is not a modern human rights treaty but even thought it was penned in 628 A.D. it clearly protects the right to property, freedom of religion, freedom of work, and security of the person.

I know most readers, must be thinking so what? Well the answer is simple. Those who seek to foster discord among Muslims and Christians focus on issues that divide and emphasize areas of conflict. But when resources such as Muhammad's promise to Christians are invoked and highlighted it builds bridges. It inspires Muslims to rise above communal intolerance and engenders good will in Christians who might be nursing fear of Islam or Muslims.

- Dr. Muqtedar Khan, Director of Islamic Studies at the University of Delaware and a fellow of the Institute for Social Policy and Understanding. From rantingsbymm...thank you =)

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As a Sarawakian and a Roman Catholic, over decades, this should not happen in Malaysia!!! And hoping that this incident will not happen in our land of Borneo...thanks!!! with luv...and peace...Amen

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Tak Bisa Memiliki [Can't Have You]



Apakah yang engkau cari
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi

Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku


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What do you looking for
You will not find in my heart
What did you want
I'm no longer to fulfill

That is me
Understand me

Maybe I'm not perfect
But my heart belong to you
Perhaps I may not have you
For the rest of my life

Friday, January 01, 2010

A Blessed 2010 with SmiLe


Its 2010 the new Evolution of Peace with Smile begins


"If you can't smile, you are very limited in your ability to
pass on information and relate to other people"
- Dr Ralph Manktelow


Hi peeps!!! tis is fast typing (speeding my fingers pressing evry word on this keyboard).

Happy New Year 2010...this year I'm wishing u all d bez in life n all the wonderful feeling tat u will have in heart, mind n souls. 2009 been a great year for me, where I felt the sorrow, pain n love. Meeting my old frenzy from my univ life & school yr...new people on fb n as wel as in real world, they hav been a gud buddy to me ever since and ofcoz You, who's always here with me, it's a great pleasure 'meeting' you in the blogger world. Not forgetting of a wonderful family members, a gud hub & my little sweetheart Google. Everthou, in life we cannot avoiding meeting sum people who is...can be considered annoying...but hey...there is no worries coz I will try to be nice, and I reminding myself, 'nobody is perfectly perfect n they got their own reason to be tat way'....

Thanks a bunch of roses!!!

I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days. Smile when sadness intrudes. Rainbows to follow the clouds. Laughter to kiss your lips. Sunsets to warm your heart. Hugs when spirits sag. Beauty for your eyes to see. Friendship to brighten your being. Faith so that you can believe. Confidence for when you doubt. Courage to know yourself. Patience to accept the truth. Love to complete your life.