Hello Again

Ohhh my GoD...OMG!!its like a year i'v not visiting my blog.  Now its Dec, almost at the of the 2010.

Nothing much happen in my life, it just i'm keeping myself busy with work, google, wife, housework, farmville, frens and recently having trip with my frens, will publish our pictures tomorrow =)...life is great!!!

Hee peeps!miss u ol...will update my blog from time to time =) again

This is me...the smiling face under the hot sun  =b

Move I Made

As we grow up, we learn that the one person who wasn't suppossed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's never easier the second time around. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, and may even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry cause time is passing too fast. You'll eventually lose someone you love. Life is short, so take too many pictures, laugh way too much, kiss way too slow, cry way too hard, and love everyone.

Chocolate Chip Cookies

Hi peeps!!sorry it's quite long time didn't put anything in my blog...lazy feeling is playing around the corner of my life now.  What the hell is going on with myself...but don't worry after today I will try to update you some new or old story ok...

Hmmm....yesterday, I baked chocolate chip cookies, you can say tat's like Famous Amos cookies...so here we goes...

Sugar ~ Light Brown Sugar ~ Butter ~ Veg. Oil ~ Egg ~ Milk ~ Flour ~ Salt ~ Tartar ~ baking Soda ~ Vanilla ~ Walnut ~ Choc. Chip

Cream sugars, butter, oil, egg, milk, vanilla, flour, nuts & choc. chip

Drop by teaspoon onto ungreased

Cookies are light in color when done

Finally, Chocolate Chip Cookies ready to eat =)

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it

Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have to do, but sometimes it's saying 'hello again' that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you'll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life.

It's hard to accept, but I can't change the past. I can't go back and manipulate things to the way I wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But I can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, I will make mistakes. And yes, I will have bad days - but as long as I let the past go, I'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of me. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day I will learn something so that I keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that I have the chance I use something amazing from.

Sweet Potato CheeseCake

Hi peeps!!Its September and we meet again...hmm..my 1st cheesecake recipe for this month....it jus a small portion but quite yummy so enjoy the pictures....hehehe =b

Orange Sweet Potatoes - steamed with skin

2 eggs yolks ~ 2 eggs whites ~ Philadelphia Cheese ~ Caster Sugar ~ Cinnamon Powder ~ Orange Sweet Potatoes Mashed

Beat cheese and egg yolks

Add cinnamon powder, sweet potato - Mix well, then follow by egg whites with caster sugar, beat at high speed until soft peak is formed

Finally ~ Sweet Potato Cheesecake, chill this cheesecake int he fridge for 4 hours

Umai - The Melanau's Sushi

Umai is Melanau traditional dishes - Umai was originally a food of convenience for Melanau fishermen on fishing trips to the sea. Traditionally, umai is thinly sliced raw fish marinated with ‘assam paya’, a very sour fruit of a wild palm, onions, chillies, and a pinch of salt – a very simple recipe that could be prepared with the minimum of fuss.

Fresh chillies ~ Lime ~ Big Onion - pinch of salt (you also can mix it with Ginger, Peanut, red onion or slices of red chilli) but mine is a very simple =)

Much delicious is when 'Umai' is prepared from fish 'Tenggiri Batang' a big fish just like Solomon, merinating with Lime juice, slices of big Onion and blended chillies (mix with 'cili padi')

All done and ready to eat; the simplest 'Umai' so spicy, finger likinng gud =).  As a Melanau ethic, we use to eat it with Sago pellets than rice.

Stop My Step

All my life shall be buried with memory of yours

As I turned and walked away

I forced myself to keep my mind empty

As everything had ended

Please get out of my sight

I need nothing just to be alone

I have suffered soo much

My soul is dying inside

I do not pretend to be what I am not

Even if life has made me ungentle

I know what I have done

And I stop remembering everything.....

Moist Chocolate Cake

Hi peeps!!! It's almost 1 week I didn't update anything in my blog.  But, today I've baked a moist chocolate cake.  Yummy...actually, this is my 1st chocolate cake...nothing much to say bout it but by enjoying the pictures....it will make you hungry....hehehe

Butter ~ Castor Sugar ~ Eggs ~ Vanilla ~ Fresh Milk ~ Flour ~ Coco Powder ~ Nescafe Instant ~

Baking Powder ~ Bicarbonat

For topping ~ Milk ~ Butter ~ Coco Powder

Finally...my moist chocolate cake ready to eat...

Worth the Pain

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever

I'm sorry for all the meant things I might have said or done, for all the things I did or didn't do.  And if I ever ignored you, if I ever made you feel bad or put you down, if I ever thought I was better than you and for every mistakes I've ever done...

If there is any way for me to get to you again, I will take the chances without any second thought.  I will love you more as my feeling growing faithful for you.  If I can turn back the time and get all my past back, I will never let you down as what I've did.  For me, if I can only be myself again, to fall in love and being in love,  all my feeling for you will never be erased.  We met with a beautiful smile and we made a promise to each other that no matter what happen, we always be together.  But at some reasons we've broken the promises and it really in pain for both of us to keep the memory alive again. And today,  as I sit here thinking the scar you've giving me, deep inside me, I'm really hurt and for this I am regret, til my heart is broken into pieces even there is nothing left inside to make me love you back...

Sometimes, thru my journey in life I am so afraid of crossing the road.  I might get hit and I will not be able to stand-up strong again.  But when I look at the sunrise there is a courage in me to get on with my life even it is imperfect.  But by watching the sunset remind me of the brighten stars at night, the moon shining showing me when the night is falling the day will show-up.  The day is the time for me to forget all about you but somehow the memory of you remains deep inside my broken heart...

I am writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?  What if tomorrow you will never see me again, what if I never get a chance to say 'Good-bye' to you or give you a big hug that I really wanted too.  And what if I never get to say 'Thank you' and above all this I would like to say...

 'A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried'

Cooking on Weekend

Hi peeps!!  I cooked 2 types of dishes for lunch today, very spicy and yummy!! So enjoy the pictures....oyeppp...pictures was taken with DSLR...sooo clearrrr...luv it!!!Updated post on Sunday, cooking some new-old dishes for lunch, I think it quite heavy for people who are on diet...hehehe...diet??don't count me in...I don't really go for it...as long as I live I just wanna enjoy foody...=b

Saturday

Ikan Merah Masak Nenas (Red Fish with Pineapple)

Midin Belacan


Sunday

Pumpkins

Chicken Soup....hehehe...look so fatty!!!

Duhhh....Hellooooo....

I am not perfect! It's ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. But then, everybody's ridiculous sometimes, except perfect people. I know what perfect is? Perfect is not eating or drinking or talking or moving a muscle or making even the teensiest mistake. Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. Perfect is boring! So I am not perfect! Wonderful! Have fun! Eat things that give me bad breath! Trip over my own shoelaces! Laugh! Let somebody else laugh at me! Perfect people never do any of those things. All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are. But they're really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway. I should see them when they get the hiccups! Phooey! Who needs 'em? I can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person. Good people are hard to find nowadays. And they're a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week....

Aku Ada Kamu *I Have You*

How I wish....

At times I lost

In the darkness

You show me the way

In my loneliness thru sadness

You smile at me

With your patience to persuade me

You catch me every time I fall

If tomorrow the sky falling down

Be with me holding it up

If tomorrow the world falling apart

I will not be nervous as long as I have you

At times I am confuse

You dare to come forward

Lead me to more confident

And when the life full of questions

You gave the answer

To complete all the imperfectness

You catch me every time I fall

If tomorrow the sky falling down

Be with me holding it up

If tomorrow the world falling apart

I will not be nervous as long as I have you

I may not be able to live without you

If tomorrow the sky falling down

Be with me holding it up

If tomorrow the world falling apart

I will not be nervous as long as I have you

**********

 

Di kala ku kehilangan

Di dalam kegelapan

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk

Di kala ku kesedihan

Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti

Kau tampil dengan berani

Membimbing agar lebih yakin

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan

Kau berikan jawapan
Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Scissor vS Paper vSS Rock

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating student as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say;

"...oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole...."

Frenzy

Hi peeps! we meet again...this was on Saturday afternoon @ Esplanade Miri.  The weather so damn good!!!

So many laughs through the years, and a few stories I hope no one hears, I'll always be by your side, best friends forever till the day we die...

Friends find the beautiful things in us an one else looks hard enough to find...

I live for the nights I can't remember with the people I'll never forget...

I believe in angels... the kind that Heaven sends, I am with them everyday, I call them my best friends...

My friend is one... who takes me for what I am...

Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more.

Some people make the world special just be being in it...

True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally. They are the people who never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for...

A friend is someone who smiles when you smile, laughs when you laugh, but holds your hand when you cry...

For all the times I never said the things I should have, I thank you for all the times you understood...

I'm learning that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean that you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories...

I will not drag you along. I will not leave you alone... I will stand by you and have my hand there for you to hold when you need to...

Someday we will look back on this, laugh nervously, and change the subject...

The things we hide, the tears we've cried - through odds and ends we've been best friends - even though time will pass - our memories will always last...

When the angels ask what I loved most about life, I'll say you...

The Reason Why I Kept All Inside

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If I could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

It's hard to accept, but I can't change the past. I can't go back and manipulate things to the way I wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But I probably can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, I will make mistakes. And yes, I will have bad days - but as long as I let the past go, I'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of me. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day I will learn something so that I keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that I have the chance I use something amazing from. So I grab hold of it.

Adidas A Sponsor of The FIFA World Cup

hi peeps!! lasnite watching Argentina vs Germany, the German scors 4 goals, 2 by Klose and the other 2 by (wish I can remember their name)...hmmm...poor to Argentina and how I wish they will win the match coz I remember what did Diego Maradona told the press if they won the worldcup.  Poor thing and what more they can do...Germany more 'stylo' than them.

Well, forget about all those crap.  Did you really know who's sponsor the ball for 2010 Worldcup?  It's Adidas and did you know Adidas came from which country?  It's German...founder for Adidas Adolf Dassier, was born on Nov 3, 1900 in Herzogenaurach, Bavaria Germany, died Sept 6, 1978 in Herzogenaurach.  He was trained as a cobbler, he started to produce his own sports shoes in his mother's wash kitchen after his return from World War I.  His father, Christoph, who worked in a shoe factory, and the brothers Zehlein, who produced the handmade spikes for track shoes in their blacksmith's shop, supported Dasssler in starting his own business.

    

Adidas the Brand

     

Adidas CEO Herbert Hainer

      

Adidas Jubulani Ball

      

Germany Squad for World Cup 2010 - Lets the fever begins, what 'the point' is they kick their own Adidas

This is what I call 'The point' why they should win this World Cup

And this is: Good luck card signed by the Pope and have been handed to Germany's World cup squad to bring the real life hand of God to their matches.  The card - donated by Pope Benedict XVI's brother Georg Ratzinger, 86 - were handed to the team's physiotherapist Klaus Eder before the squad left for South Africa.  Berlin businessman Reinhard Kohler - who arranged the load - explained:  "I am a huge football fan and I hope that our team go all the way.  All of the cards are personally signed from Pope Benedict XVI.  "They are a treasure that you can't buy for any money.  They are direct fromt he Vatican and only for special events." - sources Austrian Times