Something Behind

Hi peeps!!we meet again. Hrmmm....this month I call it as a 'Worldcup Fever'.  Now, I'm watching Paraguay vs Japan...mins 75:04 still no goals from both side.  Uhhuuu....still waiting for the miracles' goal!!

Now, let us forget bout Worldcup for a few second in our life and think bout sumthing that hiding behind sumthing,  sum words laying in fantacy but standing in reality.  I know, life sumtimes can getting soo bored, coz I feel it too but that's how life is where we have to face day after day and perhaps year by year.  So, peeps, hear this :

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

See I told ya, there is sumthing behind your life...so live as there is no tomorrow and never regrets what you have had.

Waka Waka - Shakira

Ooooeeeeeeeehh

You're a good soldier

Choosing your battles

Pick yourself up

And dust yourself off

Get back in the saddie

You're on the front line

Everyone's watching

You know it's serious

We are getting closer

This isn't over

The pressure is on

You feel it

But you got it all

Believe it

When you fall get up, oh oh

If you fall get up, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

Cuz this is Africa

Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

Listen to your God

This is our motto

Your time to shine

Don't wait in line

Y vamos por todo

People are raising

their expectations

Go on and feed them

This is your moment

No hesitations

Today's your day

I feel it

You paved the way

Believe it

If you get down get up, oh oh

When you get down get up, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

Tsamina mina, eh eh

Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

Anawa a a

Tsamina mina, eh eh

Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

Awela Majoni Biggie Biggie Mama One A to Zet

Athi sithi LaMajoni Biggie Biggie Mama From East To West

Bathi ... Waka Waka Ma Eh Eh Waka Waka Ma Eh Eh

Zonke zizwe mazi buye

Cuz this is Africa

Voice:  Tsamina mina, Anawa a a

Tsamina mina

Tsamina mina, Anawa a a

Tsamina mina, eh eh

Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

Anawa a a

Tsamina mina, eh eh

Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

This time for Africa

Django eh eh

Django eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

Anawa a a

Django eh eh

Django eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa

Anawa a a

(2x) This time for Africa

(2x) We're all Africa


(Official song for 2010 Worldcup)

Apples and Wine

Hi peeps!! we meet again.  Just back from work, wat a very buzz office's life.  So many documentation to be completed as the due date is around the corner.  Huh!! tiring is the word for this month.  The accreditation for all the programmes will never come to the end as it was jus like 'to be continued'.

Lets us come to the point for today, I've received email from my fren.  When I read it and I was thinking 'How bout I just put it up in my blog?' hmmmm....it's about an apples and a wine.  Quite a very nice story to be told all over the 'world' and I've gathered sum pictures of it to make it more and more beautiful theme.

1st of all let us look at the pictures and then you will read the story at the end of the pictures.  Here we goes peeps...ooomyyy...apples is soooo delicious!!!

Women are like apples on trees.  The best ones are at the top of the tree.  Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.  Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.  They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Now men ... men are like a fine wine.  They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

Simple Word Big Mistakes

As I write, my own view and my own feeling.  I have said in word, in action and thru my smile, I guess it seems to flow from it.  All the active part of my life is occurred in a sort happiness.  I used to feel they were arbitrary acts which in some way out of control.  But now, with a feeling of waste and regret for opportunities missed, I begin to question this.  I doubt wether any action, above a certain level, is ever wholly dishonest?  I question now whether the personality is manufactured by the vision of others?  The personality hangs together.  It is one and indivisible.  You saw in me a kind human being.  And you are right.  You saw what was there but the truth is I will not always be as perfect as you think I am.  I am just as simple as you see even sumtimes life push me too hard, people taking advantage on me and killing me within.  I am no different from others who's been pissed-off by others, today you 'kill' me...tomorrow I will 'live'


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My Life is Up-To Something

        Normal can be so bored...This is Me

Hi peeps!!!  I'm writing again down here.  Have you realize that sumtime our life will be so bored if we live too normal??  Hmmm....so confused and my mind bcomes blank.  Have to sidestepped at this kind of moment.  Let us get to the point, ermmm...am I a gud person...hehehe...you don't know n I also don't know?? go and ask my fren.  Human being n automatically I'm a sinner...who never did huh?  If I am an Angel, I can see God...how I wish I can be one.  Hrmm...in my life I've kicked sumbody ass but still keep them as a fren....nice way to be remembered!!  It jus a simple matter of reminding myself of my priorities, pride and wat I'm up to in life.  I will always Forgive but I will never Forget!!  Wat I've done wrong, the mistakes I've made...I am sory but tis is all I can offer you...my Smile...=)!!

She is so 'messy' sumtimes but tats how she grow...My Precious

hehehe...no need to guess!! tis is...My Hub

I got kid, she grow up to be 5 next year...hehehe...next year seems to be a long way to go.  She is talkative...like me...hehehe...Luv her so much.  My hubb?...ermmm...he's one kind of person never talk too much or shud I say don't like to 'merapu'...tats a little bit why I like him.  The most humble person on earth...believe??  I'm also not too sure.  Hye, come to joke or 1 hour of conversation?? Nehhh...seldom...tis sumtime make me feel so dumb, I feel like a dummber stuck on a chair and looking at the wall....hahaha. Nobody will understand wats in his mind. Life is great!!! 

Look!!! how crazy they are..My Frenzy

My frens.  I can only show you 1 quater of them, got alot and mostly they are all funny and crazy. They are a gud people in my life.  They are funny, chicky and most of all down to earth.  When I'm sad, sure I will look for 1 of em, no need to know which one, keep it for myself.  My frenz and I, we know each other long enough, can say since primary, highschool and univlife.  They are jus them, they will never change, they stay who they are.  Being with them is the most 'happieys' moment in life.  Frenzy you are one of the best thing happen in me!!!

I am not perfect

Even today my English sucks

But I don't care

I write wats in my mind

I thot, I think and I feel

Have fun =b

Back at One

Smile owest hiding ur pain tat u only keep 4ursef

hi peeps!!we meet again...seems like a year didn't update my blog.  Life is buzy like a bee...problem???not really...hehehe...jus came back from Gawai Holiday.  Gawai is just another luvly holiday, being with family back home, meeting new faces around u, feel like u'r never live alone...will show u sum of the pics tat i've taken during d holiday...=)

hye!  will not updating sum new pictures at tis moment or of the gawai holiday (later wil do) but read tis:

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them and even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...