Sumtimes I Wonder...

Being myself in the world where I can be anything

Hi peeps!! let me ask you a tiny-winy question...'Do I need to lie here?'

I got this feeling, that I wanna talk bout what do you think of me...Let me start it this way;

There is one moment in my life, where I suddenly think 'bout what people thot of me? Before I 'introduce' myself as a little-bit 'bout myself and above all gud and bad things, I know very well that I am not gud enough to be found neither that I am not perfect enough to be known. I am just me, its like 'I say what I feel and I feel as what I've said'. Back to the past, there is one time, I've been forced into disputes...this happened during a quater of my life, there have been constant attempts to brow-beat me and break my spirit and sweap away my soul and it bring me sumthing that I will learn to say 'I am used to it'.

And talk 'bout my brain, I'm just enough well-educated even if life has made me ungentle. And yet, I know very well that I do not pretend to be what I am not. I only know as much and more perhaps than you but I have had a harsh upbringing about which you know nothing at all.

Sorry, if this is too messy to be understood.