Yesterday
There was so many things happened to me. From the smallest to the biggest prob. mess-up my mind. First place, I was so happy but the next day there was a sadnes. Then, I get so frustrated of myself and people around me, sumtimes, I can't handle-it as I thought. I walked by myself along the beach, and there I was thinking of the memory that brought me there, but the idea had fallen flat.
Today
I am strong and give myself hope to keep on continue my life as before. I have seen much pain of yesterday, it will never fails to enchant me but I no longer think of it. I no longer dream of beautiful landscapes or seek to attach myself to them. All of it eventually turn to land. I could not pretend even to myself to be part of it. I prefer to be silent, live in reality and 'down to earth' but with so much value of respect. I no longer seek to find 'kindness' in the lives of the mean and the oppressed.
Tomorrow
I wonder if I would have said anything about yesterday or today, if I have made some statement of gratitude or rudeness and it hurt you, I am sorry. If I had known that was to be our last contact, that tomorrow we were both to follow our separate destinies and for all my unwillingness, was to be linked to it.
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